Enough

Today I cried.

Maybe from hormones. Heaven knows it's probably hormones, b/c I've got plenty of those in my body right now.

I cried b/c I wish people could feel just a fraction of the desire and the need I have for a baby.

I cried b/c I need their help, and I don't think they know how much I need it. They think b/c we got our first baby, we should be able to be as successful with our second. But we really are back to square one. Nothing is easy.

I cried b/c I don't know if I'm doing enough to create this miracle.

I cried b/c I don't know if our friends and family are doing enough to create this miracle.

I cried b/c I don't know if it's enough.

If it's not enough, then what then?

What then?