Deep

Have you ever felt something so deep inside you're not sure where it's coming from? You never knew emotion or desire could exist somewhere so deep.

I thought I had been to the deepest part of my being. I thought this when I partook of the healing powers of the Atonement.

I knew I had been the the deepest part of my being. I knew this when we worked so hard to create a miracle. When my desire for this miracle consumed all of me.

But...I was not there.

Could I be there now? Is it possible to continue to go deeper?

I am scared. Because now I know.

I know what I would be missing. I didn't know before.

Now I know.

I wasn't scared before, because I didn't know.

Now I know.

Now I'm scared.

Does my faith go this deep?

Now I know.