I've been reflecting a lot lately. This is what happens at the end of another year.
This could have been a very discouraging year.
When you only have one chance to try and have another baby and it doesn't work...not a good thing.
When we've been unsuccessful before I've been devastated. I sink into depression...I withdraw into myself...I disappear.
But this year...
Even with our lack of success, I'm still here...even in the darkness of Alaska.
I'm here in this wonderful life I love.
We are so blessed with the two incredible miracles we have...how can I not love my life?
How can I disappear when I see these blessings in front of me every day?
It's impossible to disappear when my arms are literally so full of love and blessings.
So...while I could easily be grateful this year is ending because of a prayer seemingly unanswered...
I'm sitting here reflecting in an attitude of gratitude.
What a wonderful year of so many answered blessings...and blessings un-asked for, but generously and lovingly given.
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