Unsure...

Hmmm...I'm not starving.

At least I don't think I am.

I'm hungry...but not starving.

Is it because I have been blessed with so much in my two I recognize I don't have to starve any longer?

Does this mean there isn't another?

I would be incredibly sad if there wasn't.

But...maybe this is the Lord's way of preparing me or comforting me?

I'm so unsure this time.

I've never been unsure...I've ALWAYS known.

ALWAYS.

But this time I'm unsure.

Maybe it's because this is my fly-fishing-fanatics baby.

He feels there's another...maybe this is his.

So...I hope he works for it.

I wonder if he is starving for it the way I was for my "two."

Because I would LOVE to have three.

LOVE IT.

But...I'm unsure.