Thursday, January 7, 2010

Slipping

Down that stupid slide of depression.

Just when you think you have a handle on it and life is looking so much better, stupid emotions and expectations make you lose your grip.

I hate being a stupid girl sometimes.

I hate the expectations I create in my stupid girly head. Because when they aren't met all these stupid feelings; anger, frustration, sadness, and self-pity, consume me.

It's all stupid, and I know it in my stupid girl thoughts.

But I continue to slip and slide down this stupid slide of depression.

I think I need some "Prozac"

...maybe this weekend when I'm by myself for my 5th anniversary...b/c I am a coaches wife.

Ick...I hate being a girl.

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