Consumed

I love being consumed in my life.

Consumed by the funniest most entertaining 2 year old...EVER.

Consumed by the absolute most beautiful sweetest 3 month old little girl I've met in my entire life...EVER.

Consumed by this life I love.

Heavenly Father is good.

I have the best life...EVER.

Spring Must Be Here

Basketball is over, even though a little munchkin LOVED watching dad coach and the boys play.

But, I say...

Yeah!

Now, I get to watch the snow slowly melt away.

Yeah!

And, I get to feel a little girl wiggling, wriggling, squiggling all over.

Double Yeah!!

Aaaahhh...Life Is Good.

Spring must be here!!

Difference...

It's amazing how cold and dark it is outside.

Yet...I'm in a completely different place.

I am in a place of love, warmth, and light.

Amazing the difference a year...and a baby bump...can make.

Peace...for now

Amazing how when "Enough" has been done, "Peace" materializes.

We've done "Enough" this time.

Now the "Peace" that exists in my soul is all I really need.

Why couldn't I have recognized and done "Enough" sooner?

Maybe this is my lesson learned.

I'm just grateful I learned and have done "Enough".

Because this "Peace" is all my soul needs...for now.

Emerging

I feel like I've been a caterpillar in a cocoon...or like one of my fly-fishing fanatic husband's mayflies emerging from their nymph cases.

But my Spirit was tired of being in my self-created chrysalis, so I finally broke out.

I may not be a beautiful butterfly or even a small plain mayfly, but I do feel much better.

Speechless

For the first time in my life:

I.

Am.

Speechless.

I've always been a communicator of everything.

Talking has always made me feel better.

But now, all I want to be is:

Speechless.

Not Enough

It wasn't enough.

Now I can't breathe.

Unless I have a little munchkin to watch and play with and cuddle and love.

Only then can I breathe.

It wasn't enough.

Why wasn't it enough?